In a funk

So today (and yesterday) have been not my faves.  This is for a number of reasons.

A) i feel super bloats today. tmi? i don't care. this is my blog and i have decided that i am going to say what is EXACTLY going through my mind today. and i happen to be feeling especially large and in charge in a very uncomfortable way. and today WOULD be the day i have to get measurements taken for my new show (Marvelous Wonderettes).  of course it would. THISALWAYSHAPPENSTOME. WHYYYYY???!

B) my workout yesterday almost killed me.  not in the good way either.  i really felt so horrible. haven't had a workout that made me feel that sick in a LONG time. i'm sure it was because i ate pretty badly this weekend and my body was retaliating, but regardless. it was so brutal and i don't even feel that awesome today.

C) on top of my feeling bloats i didn't get to workout today b/c of my insane schedule.  which makes me feel even more bloats.

D) left my computer charger at home on sunday so it has been dead the past two days. i rely a lot on my computer.

E) even though i got a LOT of sleep last night, i woke up looking so atrocious!  seriously. i looked like i hadn't slept in DAYS.  what is the deal??? what does a girl have to do to get rid of the bags under her eyes?  cucumbers? does that really work? cause if so, i have the biggest cucumber you've ever seen in my fridge right now.  i'm not even joking...i should post a picture.

F) i'm having an episode of anxiety again.  making up scenarios in my mind that someone is mad at me because they haven't returned my calls...so dumb, b/c there's no way they could be and they have never once done something like that.  i know this, but my mind does it anyway.  again, this is residual of a very bad friendship i had for way too many years.  i literally have to pray away those thoughts and feelings or they will consume me. it's an issue i hide very well, but it is definitely an issue.

i think that is most of the reasons.  but mostly i'm just in a funk. it is uncontrollable.  so all these things seem to be a BIG HUGE DEAL when they're really not.  i know. i'm being ridiculous, you can just say it.  this too shall pass, right?on a good note though, had lunch today with my mom and sister and it was delightful :)  great times and great food and we talked about all kinds of wonderful girly things.  that is a great lunch, i say! it has definitely improved my day and my mood.

OKAY, vent session is over officially. i am turning this frown upside down.  if you are in your own kind of funk right now, i have a couple videos that will help get rid of yours too.  here we go:


i am obsessed with this kid.  how sweet and precious is he???  he is just so happy!  i am not kidding when i say that i want him for my son.



GAAHHHH it seriously warms my heart every time!!!  oh to have not a care in the world.  that must be what heaven will be like.  pure, unadulterated giddiness.  ICAN'TWAIT.

and then there's this. an oldie but GOODIE and one of my favorites of chaseypoo.  should make you pee yourself:



k that is all for now. bye bye!